My Ex wrote a novella about me! I can’t even explain crazy this well. I’m omitting the video because IDGAF. But if you want to read it on his blog please go ahead. PS. I don’t scan his blog looking for things about me. He actually messaged me after he wrote this to let me know it was posted. Attention whore. Anywho…

Please Refrain from comment until you read this.
I don’t even know how to start this, but I’m going to try to make this as logical and concise as possible.
For many of you directed here it’s because of my ex-girlfriend posting about me in her blog.
For my regular blog readers, this is going to be my first blog for a while until I feel people from her blog are not going to come visit my blog for a while.
I’m going to just start from the beginning and work from there.
I dated Morgan when I was a sophomore and a little bit of junior year of college. I treated her like complete crap. I made other girls more important than her. I was a complete scum bag and honestly am so embarrassed by how I acted. Trust me I could elaborate, I can’t believe how immature I was.
She never deserved that. When I was 20, I was on a path to rock bottom, and she really softened the land for me. Every bad thing that happened she helped me through and honestly all of it was caused by me fucking up. How did I repay her for this, I treated her terrible.
She ended up leaving me, and I don’t blame her one bit. I would have left for a lot less.
After we broke up, I took it really bad. I really hated losing her, but honestly it was good for me. I was alone and started well pulling myself up. I grew into myself, and honestly I wouldn’t be the person I am today had things not happened the way they had.
I really regret how I acted towards Morgan, it came off as extremely insecure, and honestly pathetic.
Morgan wrote a lot of what she did in that blog about me, because of how I acted after we broke up. When she says I was a homeless puppy dog (I laughed when I read that), she was right. I didn’t know what the hell I was doing. Heck, if it wasn’t for Morgan I wouldn’t have picked biology. My blog would in fact just be called Unemployed
Morgan for all intents and purposes thinks of me as I was at 21, not as I am now 25. To be honest, she doesn’t know me, not the first thing. A lot of time has passed and if I were to say one thing about what I am writing please check my other posts, because you’ll then know as much about whom I am now as she does which is not a lot.
I think a lot of Morgan, but to say that I want something to do with her that’s totally off base. She has done a lot of damage to how I feel about her, and to be honest I’m not sure I’d have a lot to say to her if we ever talked.
I hope this came off as sane and honest. I don’t dislike Morgan, but honestly whenever she does stuff like this it really catches me off guard. I refuse to treat a good person bad, and no matter what she says, I’m not going to turn around and treat her like I had already when we dated.
One thing I’d like to add positive about her: Morgan is extremely intelligent. I know Morgan is very beautiful, but her best quality is how naturally smart she is. If you check my blog and see my books and my photography, I’m no slouch. I wish I was as good of a photographer, reader and writer as she is. She was good when we dated, but from what I’ve heard since she really came into her own.
To Morgan,
Please take this to heart: I am not some one dimensional character in a book, I am a living, breathing, feeling person. I am someone who is more than you know, and I think you treat me like real crap. I’ve taken enough humble pie from you.
If we ever talked again I’d ask you as sort of a rhetorical question: “Why did I treat you so bad and why do you treat me so bad.”
It sucks that I think we just met at the wrong time, the worst. I think we are both doing great doing our own thing.
I’m not sure I’d ever want to talk to you again after a lot of what’s happened. Your blog thing was just another example of it.
Morgan I’m going to care about you regardless, you’re a good person just not to me.
All you are to me right now:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k3pltmw6cmI
I thought the song was a great touch.